Anya [she/her]

ah fuck

Think I might be done for good this time, night y’all

Thinking is cringe, wish I could just not

If you find out, please share with the rest of us

Shoutout to the youtubers who get monthly checks from patreon to upload one video every 18 months, keep up the grift

Yeah it has a reasonable community still, i played it a couple months back and didn’t have much trouble finding other players.

Remembered that former comrade of mine who called himself a trans ally at the time, then later joined the CPGB-ML, a virulently transphobic Marxist org. This is why I struggle to believe that allyship is ever anything more than performative, that trans and queer people won’t be thrown under the bus the moment it becomes politically expedient, even for so-called Communists.

The problem I have is that I don’t want my family knowing the extent of my problems - I don’t even want them in my life. If I were to suddenly disappear that would make it pretty obvious.

My family can’t even gender me correctly, they’re not gonna respect my mental health problems lmfao

So now I’m stuck with my fucking family instead of getting help for as long as my car takes to get fixed. Great.