Anya [she/her]

I just want to not be here

“Imagine if you’d been a woman on your own, how scary that would have been.” yeah imagine that haha sick yeah

Thanks mum, you piece of shit - i preferred sitting alone in my car to this.

Been sitting here for five hours now, kinda tired of it if I’m honest.

Yeah, but we’re still waiting for a tow truck so the car isn’t just left here.

Seven fucking hours and I’m still here, stuck in a car with my family instead of in the goddamn ward

Eight hours now :big-cool:

Sick lad yeah mate sick yeah lad sick

I wanna fucking die jesus christ

So now I’m stuck with my fucking family instead of getting help for as long as my car takes to get fixed. Great.

My family can’t even gender me correctly, they’re not gonna respect my mental health problems lmfao

The problem I have is that I don’t want my family knowing the extent of my problems - I don’t even want them in my life. If I were to suddenly disappear that would make it pretty obvious.

Remembered that former comrade of mine who called himself a trans ally at the time, then later joined the CPGB-ML, a virulently transphobic Marxist org. This is why I struggle to believe that allyship is ever anything more than performative, that trans and queer people won’t be thrown under the bus the moment it becomes politically expedient, even for so-called Communists.