Octagonprime [any]

It’s proof I fooled someone into thinking I could be good and then after enough time they realized I’m just a burden that brings other around me down and it will always be that way.

I do believe that about everyone else but I cant apply it to myself.i think things about myself I would never think about others. The social darwinism and death drive of this society is still in my head telling me I’m worthless I’m a useless eater and ill never be a valuable man or woman or whatever I am I’ll never have a place, even in circles like this I dont fit in I’ve never had a place I belong

Thank you

I’ve never made anything better.

What is time for myself, there’s nothing I enjoy now. I’ve heard focus on yourself so much, clearly I am I’m focused on hatig myself and hurting myself and wasting away. That’s unhealthy and toxic and I’m just embracing it now I’m goin to be a piece of shit that brings everyone down at least if I do it openly and loudly nobody will ever give me time and get disappointed that they can’t help me it’ll just be obvious

I don’t want to take money from people when it could be going to gazans or people who are immediately homeless or anyone who needs it more than I do. You talk about what I wish for and i think I really just do want to suffer and thats why it happens. I must want to be this way or I wouldn’t sabatoge myself and put myself in this position. My brain is so completely broken and useless.

Also lmao at Walter white representing the "good " opinion as a self centered murderer that worked with child killing neo nazis

Go to any of these places now. Not saying this argument was valid before Oct 7 but how could you say this when everything is gaza is rubble now.

You’re being pretty condecending and dickish. Relax a little bit