VladimirPootieTang [none/use name]

My brain constantly tells me to shoot people

that this isn’t concerning for, or isn’t seen as atypical for, other posters, is a big yikes

you should seek the counsel of a mental health professional dude. a person with whom you can talk and build a relationship and who can follow up with you and develop a therapy plan for you will be immensely helpful. barring that, logging off is always the correct answer. god bless.