As in, absolutely no “close” friend, because turns out one was an absolute cunt, the other one simply didn’t seem to care at all. No family either because I’ve met with a man contaminated with coronavirus, and had to isolate myself to protect my parents. Nor any significant other because of various factors that I won’t get into.
So that’s it. 2020 is the first year where I literally have no one left to talk/confess to. As a gift, I am offered a fucking coronavirus test, and that’ll probably be it. I can’t even cry anymore, because I feel so numb. I wonder if anyone has truly delved so deep into misanthropy as I did., becaues as it turns out, finding decent people to talk to is an actual nightmare, and I just can’t be arsed anymore to go back to Tinder/Okcupid, or to hang out with my classmates. So loneliness for the foreseeable future it is.
That’s it, I posted this here because there’s no mental health sub, god fucking knows why. Have a good night, because I sure as hell won’t.
Ok I’m legit amazed at the amount of answers, thank you all, you beautiful liberals. I’ll try to answer to all of you.
We dont know that they know about this site, only that they know about the subreddit. In hindsight its obvious that a subreddit with ~150k subs on a popular forum website would be monitored.
I think it’s somewhat naive to assume we’re under the radar. There are people who’s job it is to monitor left extremism, which is clearly what they think this is. I, on the other hand, am a huge dumbass and have a different job, and yet I found this place.
That said I’m not trying to freak people out. I think someone is aware this site exists, and at least some posts are being read by the enemy, but I don’t think they know the name and home address of everyone here. Do practice reasonable opsec - don’t use a username that’s easily tied to you, don’t reveal details of where you live and shit like that, but don’t freak out about it.
Also assume they SETUP this site and everyone on it is a potential Fred. But don’t like freak out, take comfort in that you can safely operate even within that context - if you assume the worst you’ll not wind up entrapped in some FBI plot. Inevitably some of you fuckers are coppers - may our shit posting entertain
If they setup the site then everyone on here is compromised. They can trace your IP address and then use that to identify you based on the user activity on your device.
