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me_irl except i don’t know what I’m going to do about it except try to spend more time with them
Well it actually makes me super happy whenever I spend time with them and they seem to also enjoy my company so like…that seems good. Honestly I’m not even really horny for them (I think?) I just want to do cute things together and be near them and understand them and care about eachother. I saw them recently and the whole time we were smiling and giggling with eachother and made so much eye contact my heart just about melted.
But I don’t want to mess things up and make them uncomfortable especially right now and I’m not stressing about it too much so I figure if we keep seeing eachother either something will happen or it won’t.
I can relate, except I can’t figure out if im in the friendzone or if she’s into me. Goddammit. (Being a bit ironic with the word friendzone. No struggle sesh today, plz.)
So annoyingly difficult! Is it normal for friends to remember conversations we had a year ago?! Maybe friendships have different expectations for the opposite gender or maybe I just haven’t had very good friends before. It must be capitalism’s fault somehow I can’t believe it was so difficult for 2 people to relate to eachother in the past.
You’re safe for today, we’re all busy arguing about the right level of vilification Chomsky deserves.