I spent the first three decades of my life being like these people so I feel like I get it. If proletarian comrades questioned my commitment to communism I would understand. All of my friends and family are libs and it’s gotten to the point where I’m afraid to even talk with them since they live in a world where even raising an eyebrow at the status quo means you are helping Trump and that you are therefore a fascist.

For your friends, it’s highly likely that they’re still libs. I was against the Iraq War from the beginning but didn’t really get into Marxism until much later. AFAIK I’m the only person in my friend/family group who has gone this far. If someone from my past came to me and claimed that I had libbed out before, I tell myself I would apologize. If revolution breaks out in the USA, I tell myself I will follow proletarian communist leaders. If revolution succeeds and I find myself facing a revolutionary court for my past misdeeds, I tell myself I’ll submit to their justice.

Edit: I think revleft brett has been a prole his entire life, if you’re looking for podcasts hosted by proles. Luna Oi is only on twitter/youtube but she probably counts too.

Also, just want to note that there is nothing wrong with being furious with lib anti-maskers (libs who dgaf about the nastier aspects of capitalism). My spouse is a nurse; failing to mask puts her life in danger. If anything, we should probably be much angrier than we already are at these people. Liberals in particular are cowards and will mask if they are relentlessly confronted about it.