Buddy, I’m just tired of arguing over something we both agree doesn’t even fucking matter. I apologize for grandstanding, I let myself get emotional about justifications that only really apply to me and my state of mind.
I am trying to take the high road in the sense I want to be less angry about it. I want to be less angry and less emotional about something we both agree doesn’t matter.
Like, saying I support all that shit for what? You know I fucking dont. I wouldn’t be here if I did. Your just angry and being insulting and I just don’t want to fight about it anymore. Weather you like it or not, we are still comrades and trying to act like the issue of voting, which we both know doesn’t do anything ultimately anyways changes that is why I want to stop arguing.
We are too angry, too emotional, about fucking nothing. And I’m sorry I pushed it this far. I knew how it’d be seen and I wanted to argue my case anyways. I didn’t come into it with the ability to be convinced and neither did you. It was pointless to start and has done nothing but make my night one of insomnia. So I’m sorry. Hate me if you want. I’m just trying to genuinely tell you I’m sorry for letting it get here.
I think I realise why this guy is making me so mad. I would’ve been this “well meaning” left-lib white-splaining why “lesser evilism” is great actually about a decade ago. I see my own past smug ignorance in this guy. Someone getting angry at me and calling me out on my bullshit helped me along the path to understanding how ignorant and smug I was being, while thinking I was “helping” disenfranchised people, when the only thing I was really helping was my own ego.
I hope they take this conversation to heart and actually listen to what we’ve been saying to them, and seek to understand our opposition to them instead of trying to pull this “reaching across aisle, we can agree to disagree” lib shit. I do think they “mean well” they’re just completely unaware of how harmful and impotent their attitudes actually are.
What is up with you calling me a fascist genocider? Is that really the line for you? If you could kill me right now would you? Am I deserving of that to you? Another guy in the thread thinks so. Tell me you want a fellow communist dead because of a disagreement on voting.
Y’all forget that this text box is a whole ass human being on the other end trying to genuinely connect and talk with you. I didn’t come into this conversation to be convinced and that was poor conditions for this conversation, and your going to throw around your big enemy words to what, guilt me? Make me feel bad? Just wanna hurt me? What do you want from me?
