love to die
Like shit, obviously. It’s a big concern for me since I am forced to live with parents and it stresses the shit out of me. But I understand her thinking. I think if I had the option I’d go BUT before doing it I’d spend at least two weeks far away from human contact and when I did go I’d be super careful never to go too close. But yeah, I totally understand it. And you know what? After my grandmother got Alzheimer’s and died, I felt guilty I wasn’t there enough, because I know how happy it made her.
I’m sorry for your loss. I don’t know you and I never knew your grandmother, but if she loved you as much as you loved her, she would not want you to feel guilty.
Aww thanks! That’s nice.
Yeah Alzheimer’s is fucked… I just hope it never happens to me and if it does, that I have enough time and courage to kill myself before it progresses. I was actually relieved when she died, because of how terrible it was to see her become like this.
