I don’t know where to put this. I reached out to an admin a few days ago, and didn’t hear anything back. I posted on the megathread hoping to hear from someone. This is sort of my last-ditch attempt.
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It’s Melty. What I did was wrong. Really wrong. Like, wrong on so many levels that I’m not sure what I was doing levels of wrong. To be frank I went on a drug binge. I had been in the midst of it for days at that point and I’m at the end of it now and realizing a lot after everything that happened after the past year.
That said, I take responsibility for my actions. Drugs or no drugs. It wasn’t right. It wasn’t right when I posted what I posted and it wasn’t right how I treated people from spring until now. What I did, what I said, is on me. Regardless of anything that’d happened, regardless of what substances I had taken. I’m happy to apologize to everyone I hurt, to everyone effected that night. And I’ll apologize here and now.
I’d like clemency. And if this isn’t given, I’m not going to bother anyone. I’m not going to get into peoples hair or fuck with anyone. I’ll vanish into the ether just as I had that night when I was initially banned. Like I said, I don’t see any sense in wrecking over a blatantly deserved ban.
I understand if this is rejected, and I don’t have any ill will towards anyone if it comes down that way. Thank you for considering, and please have a good friday night.
Edited to CW just in case.
