Had to lie to fam that I was def going out and meeting my old school friends cuz my family is going out to a boomer party and I don’t wanna go there but they wouldn’t let me be home alone.
for what it’s worth, anyone that knows all the lyrics to escape from the city is cool with me
You got a good streak going there comrade. Keep it up (unless you don’t want to, in which case :meow-hug: )
My partner and I are going to an all you can eat sushi place and then hopefully doing some kink (:volcel-police: in shambles:) I cut most of my friends off a few months ago, a few of them were “socialist lite”, but one has a Zionist roommate who kept popping up at group hangs and another was fucking a cop and it just made me angry to be around them.
Just alone in general :deeper-sadness:
It’s wild how there are so many lonely people. Like, it seems like a fucking contradiction.
Capitalist alienation is a hell of a drug
Also never learning proper social skills as a kid and feeling woefully inadequate and hollow inside when I’m around other people
Find a local anime or RPG group on meetup. As it’s a mix of awkward or those who tolerate.
If I go out and do literally anything someone else I know is doing, I have 75% chance of relapse :deeper-sadness:
I’ve always felt very much like a peripheral friend, I have people around me but when it counts, when people have their inner circle, I’m not in. I spent a lot of new years alone.
So this year I’m alone by choice a little bit, just felt right. Might volunteer with a suicide hotline or just get high.
