Methamphetamine [she/her]

Nerd.

The 21st century will be looked back upon as a New Dark Age, and so far we’ve only seen the beginning of the beginning.

Fuck yeah.

I don’t know why, but even though I’m so skinny and weak, motherfuckers turn and run when I go off.

Also skinny ratchet bitches like me aren’t nothing to write off.

Carcosa. :rust-darkness:

I’m addicted to clear, not black. Minor nitpick.

It was ok.

What the fuck am I reading.

Waiting for the bus going to the apartment of a comrade I’m staying at who thinks we’re in a relationship or something and smells like wet dog. Wouldn’t it be fucking great if I could live with someone I really wanted to live with? Haha. Imagine that. Literally everyone I’ve lived with has either made me hella uncomfortable or treated me like shit. There’s a girl I like who I went out with once and I don’t think she’s interested in me anymore even though she says otherwise. I have no friends to stay with besides this person. Circling the drain like always. I wonder what being happy is like.

I’m still very much addicted. This is just a realization that may help me going forward.