NothingButACommodity [it/its]

If I had a community like this IRL? Sure. I’d stick around. I could make something of my small individual self with the help of people who cared about me and shared a leftist vision. But I don’t. IRL, I’m surrounded b chuds and if I’m lucky, liberals. The only community worth having is online, and whenever I get too attached to that, it just means it’s time to touch grass. I should have checked out a long time ago. I’m happy the world might be soon seeing som multipolarity. But the part of it where I am living is also going to see a rise of fascism that I don’t even want to try to survive. I have no community irl and I can’t will that into changing. As much as I’d like to. yay idealism.

Good. Pass those fucking conservative (fascist) shitfuckers, outlive them and do good revolutionary work. Stick around as long as you can, comrade. I wish I had your resolve but I just don’t. It’s already so bad and it’s quickly getting worse, and personally, I just can’t do it. But all the more power to those who can.

How many of us are even now just a few bad months away from ending ourselves? I think there is going to be a massive wave of suicides that almost coatails along with the more heinous crimes like this one. The slide into outright fascism isn’t going to be pretty, and there are going to be a lot of victims of it that precede the literal concentration camp phase.

Edit: sorry, I think I’m supposed to do a CW if I express suicidal intent. So… Content Warning.

Pretty sure I’m soon going to go out in a very similar way in the near future, only from a leftist perspective of hopelessness and extreme alienation instead of rightwing batshittery. But I suspect the fw people who still know me tangentially will chalk it up to the same thing. So I have a sense of solidarity with people like that (ones who just off themselves, not ones who hurt others), Even so, if it’s racist conspiracies that pushed them over the edge, then fuck them, no sympathy.