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My little back garden has turned into a bit of a nursery, and as a result, there are a few young children screaming about the independence that’s being forced upon them. There’s also quite a few looking a little wet and upset by the current downpour, so I have propped the table tarp up a little so they may shelter.
Today was my first full work day since shingles and holy hell is the fatigue real. I was warned about it, but boy howdy if I wasn’t about to knock off I’d be cosying up for under the desk nap.
First fledgling of the season made it through their first night. Although I think mum has decided she’s done because it’s been screaming all morning to be fed and she’s not been by.
I forgot I was half watching/listening to a creative talk and came back from lunch to this tiny woman in the corner of my screen ( I popped the vid out and made the video window very very small), thought I’d left myself in a meeting or had someone watching me…
Learning new things at work and being praised for my intelligence is making my head explode with imposter syndrome, just want to crawl into a little hole and not have a shit ton of people watching me.
As a film/TV buff in Australia, I will never not be jealous of how the UK/US/Europe get all these cool creative talks/discussions with casts and crews for things. I know I can watch most of them on YT now, but I feel like you miss so much of the “vibe” not being there. When I’ve been to ones here, there’s sort of this buzz of curiosity in the room that sometimes has you leaning forward.
Got sucked into a black Friday sale, have new wool socks and some better hiking boots though.