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So I’m still thinking about that planner, I probably will get it and do it on afterpay since it’ll be like $25 every two weeks (I also want some pens from the shop that I really like, Zebra Sarasa!). But I went to see if I have a notebook available so it can tie me over until 2024, and I found my 2020 Bullet Journal, I did Bujo-ing since like 2016 maybe 2015 so I was in the deeps with this thing. But because 2020 was well… 2020, I stopped using it because there wasn’t really a point to it. But around March I started journaling essentially, and I’m reading through my thoughts and I’m so thankful for past self doing it because, yeah. Though the ADHD really shown through in 2020 because I’m talking about my stint with rollerskating (I wanna get back into it but chronic pain 😭

But in April, I said “I’m not too sure what else to put here. Most of days are at home but I guess this is for me when I’m older, if they look back at it. To you, I hope you’re safe <3” and I cried. Sorry this is so long, but I have a lot of feelings.

Going to work today was good. I finished one of the manga’s I bought last month (though of course it had to be the volume of Spy x Family where they introduce Bond! But other than THAT, work was pretty successful. Now to make dinner and play Starfield. Not at the same time sadly…

I slept in today 😩 luckily it was only by maybe 45 minutes so I got to work in time, just means I’m a bit stanky (luckily my deodorant came in the mail yesterday). Y’all didn’t need to know this but I have no journal to write my thoughts in haha.

I’m actually sick of Optus. I’m still pissed that like my data gets leaked but all I get is a :c soz bro. But they have cheap credit, which is $30 every 45 days, and I get a butt load of calls and text. So I guess if anyone has other recommendations for either similar price and offer or cheaper that’d be nice.

Though I do refuse to go to Vodafone because they too screwed me over years ago and I can hold a grudge.

Didn’t see an email about rent increase, gone up $304. Yeah like that’s feasible for a full time worker, and two part time workers.

My writing commissions are always open (I wish writing got as much love as artists, especially in fan spaces. But that’s a conversation for another time).

Had some anxiety around money when I left to get new glasses, but came back and didn’t have to pay a cent, and I get all the bells and whistles for free. Ultra SV Hard Coating on both lens, and the ultraclear on my regular glasses, so pretty keen about that. Though I found out that my eyesight is pretty shit, left is +2 and right is +2.25. Not blind as a bat, but you know, pretty bad.

Starting the whole “manager” part of my customer service role and I am already so frazzled trying to teach someone how to do my job.

It’s head empty time.

Edit: Don’t want to make two posts in the span of ten minutes but oh my God. Called my doctors because I needed my referral emailed and the receptionist is like “oh we don’t email anymore because Covid’s over 🤪” fuck off. I’m sick of able-bodied people thinking that just because we don’t have lockdowns anymore that Covid is eradicated. Sure… we don’t have lockdowns, but people are still affected by Covid. I most likely have long covid. Like… fuck off seriously. “Covid’s over”, girl, bye.

So good news and annoying news.

I can work from home tomorrow but I have to essentially video chat/screen share the whole time with my… assistant of sorts. Like she’s not an assistant but she does assist me in things. Iunno. Anyways, I’m basically giving her free reign to reply to all the emails I can’t get to. Because the place I work for, one of the websites they look after you can’t have just anyone logging into the emails which is annoying but I understand.

In other good news and annoying news, went to the doctor’s and the doctor didn’t even print of the referral and the poor receptionist was trying to print it off but it wasn’t printing correctly. I got to the doctors at maybe 5:15 or so, and I only left at like 5:35. Like the receptionist was checking all the papers from this doctor and I just go “I have a feeling she didn’t print it off because she thought she could email it to me.” and yeah pretty much. Then I got picked up by a yank tank and I hated it. I hated getting into it, my chronic pain hated it. I just hated every second.

And now I’m overstimulated and I just want to cry and die. Possibly at the same time, maybe one after the other. And then I’ve gotta cook dinner, but I’m excited for dinner. I just… UGH. Thanks for coming to my Ted talk guys.

I have shopped till I dropped! And by dropped I mean sat down due to chronic pain. Though I have to say I have done a lot better. Got some manga’s, I even went to incub8r (for those who love artist alley at conventions this is one way to support artists. They have a lot of fan stuff, I love it!). And I got a book I’ve been wanting for a few months now.

Only downside is that I didn’t get the manga I really wanted. But I am happy with what I have. I hope everyone has had a good Saturday!

I don’t know what it is, but like man I hate going to work. I would rather be home.

But once I get to work I get into the grove of things and enjoy my time. Of course once it’s 5pm I am off the clock, but it’s just kind of weird.

Could help that I can listen to podcasts and such. At the moment I’m trying to get up to date with Critical Role (and by up to date I mean, I have 48 episodes to go).