landsharkkidd

I feel very vindicated.

Power goes out about almost an hour ago, except for some lights and stuff, very weird. So we’re going through the motions of flicking the power switch at the side of the house and everything, and afterwards Mum tells us we need to turn everything off at the power point, and so everything is slowly working but my stuff. Mum comes in and sees my cords and then starts to say that the reason why everything went out might be because of me. I get annoyed and defensive because she instantly tells me that it could be my fault, and she then gets snarky and annoyed when I tell her that it can’t just be me and she says she’s not accusing me. Even though she never said this to my sister and only said this after she saw my stuff and went “Jesus Christ!”.

Anyways everything starts turning on again, awesome great, lights are working. Mum goes back to bed and turns on one of the power points in her room and guess what happens… everything goes out again. We find the culprit and its one of mum’s sockets/power points that is causing the issue. So fuck me right?

God today was stressful. Trying to train someone what you know while also doing the same work, like I don’t know if it’s the people pleaser or ADHD but I pick up things super quickly, so why can’t others???

So glad it’s Friday tbh. Physio right now and then paying for new glasses tomorrow

Edit: physio is done cost me $55, but the physio i had was cool, very chatty. My usual physio is on maternity leave, so it was weird trying to describe what I needed

1. Going to try and ask my boss if I can work from home tomorrow, I don’t think it’ll happen but I’m hoping.

2. Maybe I’ll watch the sports ball. I love women so much. Like… I just, I love women.

I love my partner, I don’t think I’d be the person I am now if it wasn’t without them pushing me to my dreams and our dreams.

But man I hate trying to figure out what to make for dinners when we’re together. They’re a picky eater, but I understand why because their family fucking sucks. Like I have issues around certain food (I hate cauliflower, some mushrooms (love me some woodear in ramen), and I hate fat on meat, I don’t mind like some, but I just… I can’t, it’s so gross), but they are such a picky eater. But I just, ugh. I needed a place to vent about this. Again, I know its not their fault, but man it makes it so hard trying to think of recipes that isn’t just meat and chips.

I did my due diligence and voted early. While a democracy sausage is great, I just don’t want to deal with people and my chronic pain.

God, making someone with ADHD wake up for an 8:30am appointment is pretty funny.

(For those unaware, most people with ADHD have a thing called delayed sleep phase cycle, where our circadian rhythm is different to neurotypical folks who can get to sleep at maybe 10 - 12, and wake up easy in the morning. Whereas for us we fall asleep later and find waking up early hard).

Going to go back to sleep after my appointment, glad to be working from home today!

Edit: oof that appointment cost me way too much. I hate that psychiatrists app only take 15mins and you get a script and it comes to $175 (luckily there’s the Medicare rebate but still).

The driving lesson went great, I even drove on one of the main roads. The instructor is very nice and really calm and understanding. Will definitely do another lesson with her.

It’s getting worse. I think it’s time. I’m leaving work early.

I know this is a fact of life, but it’s a terrible fact and I hate it! Hug your animals for me and tell them landsharkkidd loves them very much.

This shit just pissed me off.

It’s really hard for me to go to the pharmacy due to chronic pain and just getting there in general. So being able to dispense two at a time would be helpful as.

Liberals are absolute scum.

She’s gone.

Never gets easy.

Edit: Just want to say I love you folks a lot. Sorry for making things a bit of a downer! But I appreciate everyone of you, thank you for all the love.