landsharkkidd
I’m just a boy, standing in front of a statue of Steve Rogers, asking it to love them.
they/them, ask me for comic recs. Uh… yeah. Have a great day.
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Speaking of my weather comment earlier today. Just seeing the weather for tomorrow and it’s supposed to be 9 degrees here in the SE. What the hell?
So RE: the mushroom lady. She’s now saying she bought them from an Asian grocer. I don’t know if she’s lying or not, but that causes a lot of concerns in terms of racism and such.
Finally booked in for a physio appointment. My last one was June and I just don’t feel like I’m getting any better. My normal physio is on maternity leave, so I’ve had to book with a new physio. I hate having to meet a new health professional because you’ve got to explain your life story almost. This is the same thing with doctors, psychs, councillors, etc. But here’s hoping that I can get better. It’s really annoying just how in pain I am everyday.
Going to work today was good. I finished one of the manga’s I bought last month (though of course it had to be the volume of Spy x Family where they introduce Bond! But other than THAT, work was pretty successful. Now to make dinner and play Starfield. Not at the same time sadly…
spoiler for Spy x Family Vol 3 + 4/Episode 11 + 13
Bond Forger is a dog who is basically from the pound with who is being taught/learned/turned into a suicide bomb dogs. Which is based off of the anti-tank dogs from the Red Army in WWII
Can’t believe I was wearing shorts yesterday and now I’m wearing my super thicc wool tights.
I also just wanna go home and play Starfield, though I do get my new glasses tonight so that should be exciting. Sad to retire my current ones.
Maybe next time I might go all out and buy the $249 pairs because they always fit the style I like, damn you Specsavers…
Yep… Should’ve worn pants.
Oh well, that’s my fault.
So my ex-stepdad when I knew him was a DJ, and he now apparently streams his DJ stuff on Twitch. Anyways, so person A I’ve been looking after asked a question about this DJ we need to email and he said the same name as my ex-stepdad and I had a bit of an anxiety attack at work (but was secret about it).
God I hate PTSD.
I slept in today 😩 luckily it was only by maybe 45 minutes so I got to work in time, just means I’m a bit stanky (luckily my deodorant came in the mail yesterday). Y’all didn’t need to know this but I have no journal to write my thoughts in haha.
Mentions of dead pets and just depresso posting. It's not super triggering, but I thought I'd hide it just in case.
God I don’t want to go to work. But I have to. I just hope my boss sends me home. My chest feels super heavy, I hate this. Gonna try and keep my depressed postings to a minimum not to be a bringer of sadness. And what sucks even more with the benefits of ADHD, one of them is just forgetting people exist. Like it won’t occur to me that I have a Dad until someone mentions him or their Dad and I’ll be like “oh I haven’t spoken to him recently” (I did last night, he was apologetic). It’s even worse when people or animals pass away, like my Grandpa passed in 2019 and I’ll forget about him until I remember and then I have to go through the grieving process again.
Update: went to work and started bawling. He told me to go home. I’ll see how I feel tomorrow. But I’m just going to play Starfield and hug my cats.
Okay so editing a post on mobile that has spoilers wrecks the coding. Interesting.
Today’s the day I let my assistant reply to emails and such. I’ve told her that I will be here for questions and such. And happy to take over when she needs it.
But so far it’s going good. Also I decided to wear shorts and a short sleeve shirt today with no jacket and I regret the jacket. And I had my appointment with my job seeker person who let me get another uber gift voucher. I feel so bad asking for it, but like the fact that I spent $400 on uber last month kills me.
I can’t wait to get my own car, I mean $400 will be going to the car as well, but at least it’s on my time and not someone else’s.