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The older you get, the worse the hangovers hit. Was at a networking event last night and my glass was constantly refilled for hours. I had the power to say no but yeah that didn’t happen. Had fun tho. A chill Saturday is on the cards.

Breakfast for dinner. Bacon, scrambled eggs, avo on toast with side of haloumi. Was supposed to make a pasta bol but couldn’t be bothered. I enjoyed that more than I thought I would.

Rollercoaster day. Got an email this morning asking that I attend the office later this week to meet with the directors. No details provided on what the meeting is going to be about. An ex-colleague of mine recieved a similar meeting invitation earlier in the year where they got made redundant. So naturally I began to freak out, thinking I’m about to lose my job. I asked if I needed to prepare anything for the meeting and the response makes me think I’m not about to lose my job, but they’re going to be raising something performance related. I’m pretty nervous because I have no idea what I’m going to be walking into. The response could just be throwing me off the scent. I feel sick.

I already want to leave, but better hurry up with finding that new job. Tonight I’m going to apply for a few roles and clear my work PC in case the worst happens.

Holy crap that penalty shootout! That was stressful to watch.

So ready for a long weekend. This stretch of no public holidays between King’s Birthday and Grand Final Friday is nasty.

Had a 10pm urge to strip my bed so I could have fresh sheets for sleep tonight. Exciting Saturday night being had.

Went to get the mail and saw a group of Jehovah’s witnesses doing the rounds across the street. Never ran inside so fast. The door won’t be answered.

If you call and I don’t pick up, leave a message and wait to be called back. Don’t call 3 more times in the space of two hours. Seriously, some people have no shame. Calling me more only makes me want to pick up less.

Update - I still have a job but my work standard has been slipping and they’ve noticed. Directors told me I won’t be progressing to where I want to get within the business and so I should think about moving on. Then they offered to help me with finding a new position - using their contacts etc. Has anyone previously told their employer they’re planning to leave before they actually resign? I feel like this is a trap.

Got home from work and inside my house is 20 degrees all from natural heating. It’s balmy in here. Been a while since that’s happened.