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just apply. i know it feels like cumming into an empty void, but you’ll get something. If you’re really content where you’re at then that’s one thing but it doesn’t sound like you are. There’s engineering jobs out there that don’t require a degree and would love to have someone smort. IE geotechnical engineering technician, you can be outside all day, take it easy when on the job if you want to and get paid a bit more than if you work in retail ( I think? I dunno how much you get paid it pays 18 an hour on the lowest end in Maryland) and have the opportunity to move up into interesting stuff. There’s so many jobs out there.
Trust me when I say this as someone with a degree from a top school, a degree is not as important as anyone on the left seems to think it is.
until I change
You don’t have to see it as an intrinsic part of your identity, it’s not, it’s the material circumstances that are holding you back from flourishing, but it’s possible to change those.