-7DeadlyFetishes
whether climate death or pandemic death, the earth is definitely trying to get rid of us lol
the earth is definitely trying to get rid of us lol
I know this is anti-Marxist but I got into idealism as a framework for metaphysics and to cope with impending climate collapse I like to tell myself that this Earth is essentially kind of like a videogame for whatever weird spiritual force underlies material reality and humanity was sort of flawed from the start and this particular instance of material experience is just slated to end to clear the way for something new
there’s literally zero evidence that we’re not just meat robots
This is my shit.
We might ultimately be dreams, but may your dream be ever resonant and lucid.
Idealism is pretty cool. It would not entirely surprise me if it turned out to be true, supposedly (SUPPOSEDLY) at the current boundaries of physics shit gets weird enough that it’s shaking a lot of the physicalist view of reality. Ever since I started reading about it I started having crazy ass dreams and I feel like weirdly disconnected from things sometimes, though that might be related to my mental problems more than anything. I had a really bad spat of death anxiety a while ago and at one point I was sitting in my living room and I got so freaked out I suddenly kinda felt everything zoom out and I felt this weird sensation of being an alien observer to this hyperdream (probably what really bad dissociation feels like) and it was so weird
At the end of the day I tend to think that there is no God and this is all meaningless but baseline reality is already so fucking weird I really feel like there’s got to be something more to it than just bits of matter