Figure I’d update everyone as I’ve been having a back and forth with someone on here in DM’s. The family is acting as I feared, they’re going to blame me for mom’s death. My aunt has blocked me on facebook and my other one is not returning my calls. My uncle who I was able to reach literally blew me off and didn’t even offer his condolences, simply told me to get a job and fix my shit. Dad already threatened to throw me out today in the car ride home. I have the number for the psych ward I was in if I ever feel in crisis again, which I honestly feel like is creeping back in being here in this house, without mom and smelling in the carpets how she died. I’m going to figure out what I’m going to do tomorrow. So if I fall off again and go radio silent for some time it means I’m back in the hospital and potentially on my way to a group home, because my family does not make me feel safe.