I’m totally devistated. I just got home today.
Fucking hell. My condolences comrade, sounds like pretty much the worst homecoming possible. Probably doesn’t even feel real yet, but when it does know that you gotta grieve. We’re here for you if you need anything. :ancom-heart:
Shit dude. I’m sorry about your loss man. When you do grieve, know that there’s people who are here for you. Solidarity.
Shit man I remember seeing a comment from you having some difficulty with your mom. I had just lost mine and wanted to tell you to not let it get to you and to cherish your moments. But I was too grief stricken then to even bother. Now I regret not telling you. I can atleast tell you this. It does get easier but I still break down from time to time.
I don’t even think I’ve actually started grieving yet, it will come I know it.
I’m so sorry for your loss. From your posts in the past, I know your mom meant the world to you. It’s a small comfort that she’s no longer suffering, but that doesn’t make loss hurt any less.
Are you open to mutual aid via venmo or another avenue? Your comrades here would be more than happy to assist you, myself included :soviet-heart:
Mom was my best friend. I know she doesn’t have to worry about money or me anymore but it’s all still so surreal. I don’t have a smart phone so the best option to get me direct cash would probably be a western union or transfer to my dad’s bank or something.