As in, absolutely no “close” friend, because turns out one was an absolute cunt, the other one simply didn’t seem to care at all. No family either because I’ve met with a man contaminated with coronavirus, and had to isolate myself to protect my parents. Nor any significant other because of various factors that I won’t get into.
So that’s it. 2020 is the first year where I literally have no one left to talk/confess to. As a gift, I am offered a fucking coronavirus test, and that’ll probably be it. I can’t even cry anymore, because I feel so numb. I wonder if anyone has truly delved so deep into misanthropy as I did., becaues as it turns out, finding decent people to talk to is an actual nightmare, and I just can’t be arsed anymore to go back to Tinder/Okcupid, or to hang out with my classmates. So loneliness for the foreseeable future it is.
That’s it, I posted this here because there’s no mental health sub, god fucking knows why. Have a good night, because I sure as hell won’t.
Ok I’m legit amazed at the amount of answers, thank you all, you beautiful liberals. I’ll try to answer to all of you.
We really do need a sub for mental health issues
Chapo chat was starting to be the first place where i felt comfortable talking about some issues that I’ve been bottling up for a long time, and then yesterday reminded me that I was sharing my mental health details with a bunch of cool comrades and… the fuckin FBI lmao kill me
We dont know that they know about this site, only that they know about the subreddit. In hindsight its obvious that a subreddit with ~150k subs on a popular forum website would be monitored.
I think it’s somewhat naive to assume we’re under the radar. There are people who’s job it is to monitor left extremism, which is clearly what they think this is. I, on the other hand, am a huge dumbass and have a different job, and yet I found this place.
That said I’m not trying to freak people out. I think someone is aware this site exists, and at least some posts are being read by the enemy, but I don’t think they know the name and home address of everyone here. Do practice reasonable opsec - don’t use a username that’s easily tied to you, don’t reveal details of where you live and shit like that, but don’t freak out about it.
