Basically being left out of the group but for life 😀
I didn’t find out that this was caused by being autistic for most of my life so I spend the first 20 odd years of my life going completely batshit insane. It’s quite a unique hell experiencing that and having no idea what’s wrong.
I did everything right and they indicted me.
So fucking true - I never understood why people wouldn’t say what they were thinking, or why they assumed I was lying or being sarcastic or doublespeaking. I would catch so much shit over it at school or from family and when I got a diagnosis mid-20s I tried to talk about my experience of this with family. Best I could get from them was “well that’s just how things are/that’s just how I am” in response so 🤷
Just glad a bunch of my friends were/are ND as well and could actually relate & communicate
This is 100% my internal monologue constantly and telling me to do bad shit to myself.
Mood. It’s so bad that even here - where I can rationally understand that I’m much more likely to find things in common with people - I feel like there’s no point in posting because the things I say have no value and people won’t like me. Lmao, it’s pathetic typing it out.
Wow 15 minutes into browsing TikTok after seeing this post and I got it in my FYP
Yay neurodiversity TikTok
Im like George Constanza, they dont like me at first but I end up stuck in their heads like an annoying jingle
Some people are just assholes. A lot of yuppies are like this, super judgemental. They deserve to be ignored